I'm in the Fort Worth area of Texas right now. im staying until the 5th and im prolly gonna be in oklahoma about half of next week. so this is urgent. i want to hold a meetup this weekend if possible.
There's a chance I might be able to meet up with you at some point. Horrible timing on the particular weekend however, most people are either going to edc or future fest, or just out of town regardless.
Then go check out the tutorials section and the videos section. Watch them till your eyes bleed, then practice until your hands bleed, then get a saniwipe and clean up all that blood before your parents think you became emo.